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This sadly touching film depicts a personal journey of sorts. The filmmaker’s brother Julius committed suicide when he was 25 years old. When Julius was in kindergarten in 1977, he and some classmates were featured in a segment of the Australian Tonight Show. The filmmaker interviewed Julius’ childhood classmates in an attempt to learn more about the paths their lives had taken.

Brought together for a reunion and viewing of the 1977 footage of their Tonight Show segment, the now adult classmates share memories. Interviews reveal common concerns of people in their 30’s—Where do I fit in this world? Have I reached my goals? Will I ever reach my goals?

When interviewed as children, Julius and his classmates were asked such questions as, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” “Who’s the prettiest lady in the world?” “Would you rather have a new baby in the house or some new toys?” Their answers were cute, but ordinary. And their responses offer little explanation for the randomness of life. Julius was a bright, precocious child who matured into a handsome, talented young man. The most compelling part of the documentary is listening to Julius’ parents talk about their loss and the need to find meaning in their son’s brief life. The tragedy of suicide leaves family members stunned, in search of reasons why. The film touches upon these issues, but provokes more questions than it answers. It’s woefully slow pace and emphasis on trite footage is distracting rather than compelling.

Prep for Life, though personally fulfilling to the filmmaker and Julius’ family and friends, holds little interest for the general public. Sadly, its focus is too personal to address issues related to suicide or depression.