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Nowhere You Are is a look at the everyday life of Stephanie, a high-functioning autistic. Stephanie participates in many of the things other young adults do such as talking with her parents over dinner, shopping at the mall, bowling, and attending a benefit for autism. We are also privy to Stephanie’s therapy sessions, her fears and a glimpse at what her life is like through her paintings and poetry.

It is clear what the filmmaker wanted to achieve – a look, on film, at the life of a high-functioning autistic. Ultimately, he is successful, but not without a few problems, which keep this mediocre production from being really good. The biggest hurdle for the viewer to overcome is the technical quality. “Reality” documentaries are difficult to do well and often fall into the amateurish home movie abyss. This isn’t quite in that category, but better videography, editing, and sound would make a huge difference. At times it almost seems like a student practice film. For example, there is so much ambient noise in several scenes that conversations are difficult to hear. There is no narration in Nowhere You Are, and while that is purposefully done, it does detract from the overall understanding of the complete picture. One scene at a benefit for autism, Stephanie speaks to the crowd and explains about her situation. A perfect opportunity for us to really learn about her. Unfortunately, the audio is so muddled it is unintelligible. Subtitles would be an immense improvement.

This is a snapshot of a life and a condition that is not well documented on tape. It is a good idea that needs a better vehicle. Even with its drawbacks, it is recommended for library collections supporting health sciences programs, particularly collections focusing on autism. Students and even practicing therapists and caregivers will find something of value here.